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		<description><![CDATA[Over a year ago I wrote about my friend Neva: I wasn’t living in Long Beach when Melissa Etheridge made her breakthrough playing locally at a club called Que Sera on 7th Street (funny that her wikipedia article doesn’t mention Que Sera), but every time I come out and watch Neva I think I’m seeing &#8230;]]></description>
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<p>Over a year ago I wrote about my friend Neva:</p>
<blockquote><p><strong>I wasn’t living in Long Beach when <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/redirect.html%3FASIN=B000TKCNQA%26tag=jbbustillos-20%26lcode=xm2%26cID=2025%26ccmID=165953%26location=/o/ASIN/B000TKCNQA%253FSubscriptionId=02ZH6J1W0649DTNS6002">Melissa Etheridge</a> made her breakthrough playing locally at a club called Que Sera</strong> on 7th Street (funny that her <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Melissa_Etheridge" target="_blank">wikipedia</a> article doesn’t mention Que Sera), but <strong>every time I come out and watch <a href="http://neva-music.com">Neva</a> I think I’m seeing the beginning of the same thing.</strong> &#8211; <em><a href="http://joebustillos.com/2008/05/04/neva-rocks-taco-beach-video/" target="_blank">neva rocks taco beach! *video* &#8211; May 4, 2008</a></em></p></blockquote>
<p>I don&#8217;t remember how long I&#8217;d been going to my favorite watering hole, <a href="http://www.myspace.com/tacobeach" target="_blank">Taco Beach</a>, when I happened to be there on a night when Neva was performing. Nothing formal or flashy, just an acoustic guitar and amazing voice playing over the bar PA, taking the passing attention of the audience between their conversations and drinking. Doing a solo acoustic set in that setting was not for the faint of heart. The audience wasn&#8217;t overly obnoxious or disruptive, but I&#8217;ve seen pretty talented musicians stare down at the floor, reduced to mumbling through their songs because they couldn&#8217;t break through the conversational sound-barrier. Sometimes it seemed to take a whole band to grab the audience&#8217;s attention, or at least something electric and loud. Neva had a backing-band a couple of times, but most of the time it was just her and her guitar and she was able to get the whole place rockin&#8217; in her direction.</p>
<p><span id="more-2956"></span><a href="http://joebustillos.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/07/neva-ms600.png" target="_blank"><img class="alignleft size-large wp-image-2967" title="neva-ms600" src="http://joebustillos.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/07/neva-ms600-310x399.png" alt="neva-ms600" width="310" height="399" border="1" hspace="4" vspace="4" /></a>Wanting to be a supportive fan I checked out her MySpace page: <a href="http://www.myspace.com/nevamusic" target="_blank">http://www.myspace.com/nevamusic</a> and was met by the typical unappealing sprawl of a page where she&#8217;d post a poster for an upcoming gig that broke the pages frame and left one scrolling in all directions because one couldn&#8217;t see the whole poster at once (NOTE: I&#8217;ve shrunk the example page so that the viewer can see the whole poster at once. Notice that the list of gig dates along the right column are entirely illegible and the multi-spacing added to the confusion). Of course almost all MySpace pages are noted for their <em>amateur</em> quality. Regardless of the visual quality of her MySpace, between her MySpace and Facebook accounts she&#8217;s been able to muster up an online following of more than 800 folks. It&#8217;s difficult to figure out how many fans she has who are not online, but I&#8217;d guess that the online number is only a third of the folks who come out to see her shows (this guess is entirely based on the wide variety of folks who attend the shows I&#8217;ve seen, from college kids to retirees). Anyway, over the years I started taking pictures of her gigs and posted the results on my <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/joebustillos/sets/72157603250930056/" target="_blank">Flickr account</a>. Then I started to shoot some video. I&#8217;ve only managed to edit and post <a href="http://joebustillos.com/2008/05/04/neva-rocks-taco-beach-video/" target="_blank">one &#8220;performance&#8221; video</a> and <a href="http://joebustillos.com/2008/06/01/adios-taco-beach-video/" target="_blank">one &#8220;slide show&#8221; video</a> (the latter video being mostly about my moving away from So Cal, Taco Beach &amp; neva concerts). We talked on occasion about her website, but nothing came of it. Then she moved from Southern California to Lake Tahoe and I moved to Florida.</p>
<p>Just before I left So Cal I heard that she was working on a studio recording and eagerly bought the six-song set when it came out last February.We talked a couple times and she was doing pretty good with the CD but wanted to sell a lot more and joked that she&#8217;d sold a copy to all of her friends and family and still had a lot to sell before she would get to the point of having paid for the studio time and CD manufacturing. One of my first thoughts was that she&#8217;s not exactly living in a music mecca, living near Lake Tahoe. But then over the past few years I&#8217;d been following the careers of a few successful independent artists and part of the key to their successes was generating Internet buzz and gathering a much bigger following than they ever could with just public performances.</p>
<h2>Lessons Learned From Those Who Went Before</h2>
<p><a href="http://www.jonathancoulton.com/"><img class="alignright size-large wp-image-2975" title="joco-website" src="http://joebustillos.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/07/joco-website-360x400.jpg" alt="joco-website" width="360" height="400" border="1" hspace="4" vspace="4" /></a>The first on the list is a former software writer who decided to celebrate the birth of his first child by quitting his job and going fulltime with his music career.<strong> Jonathan Coulton</strong> built a strong following with the technorati in part because he spoke their language and found a way to be quirky, funny and touching usually all at the same time. Coulton produced and released two CDs, <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Where-Tradition-Tomorrow-Jonathan-Coulton/dp/B000701FQQ%3FSubscriptionId%3D0PZ7TM66EXQCXFVTMTR2%26tag%3Dadriaantijsse-20%26linkCode%3Dxm2%26camp%3D2025%26creative%3D165953%26creativeASIN%3DB000701FQQ" target="_blank"><strong>Where Tradition Meets Tomorrow</strong></a> and <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Smoking-Monkey-Jonathan-Coulton/dp/B00019RDS2%3FSubscriptionId%3D0PZ7TM66EXQCXFVTMTR2%26tag%3Dadriaantijsse-20%26linkCode%3Dxm2%26camp%3D2025%26creative%3D165953%26creativeASIN%3DB00019RDS2" target="_blank"><strong>Smoking Monkey</strong></a> by 2004. <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/History_of_podcasting" target="_blank"><strong>Podcasting</strong></a> was just then taking off and Coulton offered to help his friends who were experimenting with the medium. But what really seemed to help Coulton was that he offered every song from the two CDs as a free download on his website. He understood that the free music would help generate a lot of interest and buzz and that at the same time those who became real fans would willingly buy his CDs (which were just one click away on the CD Baby website). The combination of speaking fluent geek and free-to-buy worked perfectly. But that alone does not a successful career make. Coulton kept interest up by deciding that the following year he would record and release one song a week for the whole year, and following the success of the last releases, he offered the recordings on his website for free, with the understanding that there would be CD collections made following the end of the year. Thus, the incredibly successful &#8220;Thing a Week&#8221; project was born, which resulted in a four-part Thing-a-Week CD collection. This past month Coulton released a follow-up CD/DVD project, <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Best-Concert-Ever-Audio-DVD/dp/B0029WGIV2%3FSubscriptionId%3D0PZ7TM66EXQCXFVTMTR2%26tag%3Dadriaantijsse-20%26linkCode%3Dxm2%26camp%3D2025%26creative%3D165953%26creativeASIN%3DB0029WGIV2" target="_blank"><strong>BEST. CONCERT. EVER.</strong></a>, recorded from concerts performed over the previous year, which includes fan-video, internet personalities and various interviews.</p>
<p>Looking at Coulton&#8217;s website one would not assume that this is the work of a genius, or wunderkind self-promoter. It&#8217;s basically an old-school unglitzy blog, low on graphics, big on text, with a tiny header and row of tiny buttons/links along the right column. It&#8217;s definitely the kind of thing that a former software writer turned successful musician might produce. But if one digs a bit below the text, one will discover that Coulton does two things right. One: everything a fan might want to know about him and his music, including the lyric, guitar song-sheets and the download-able songs are all just a click away. Two: he welcomes fan music videos, fan concert videos and fan involvement with his wiki and forums. And maybe this is the biggest key to his success, he came from and is still part of the community that now supports him. There&#8217;s no cult of personality or detached stardom. There a genuineness that bands and artists from major labels can&#8217;t hope to pull off. There&#8217;s no promotion machine trying to convince us that we want to listen to him. Just the craziness of his songs and simplicity of his performances are enough to general real interest and fun.</p>
<p><object width="500" height="405" classid="clsid:d27cdb6e-ae6d-11cf-96b8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true" /><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always" /><param name="src" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/HPBsSlYYezc&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;color1=0x402061&amp;color2=0x9461ca&amp;border=1" /><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true" /><embed width="500" height="405" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://www.youtube.com/v/HPBsSlYYezc&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;color1=0x402061&amp;color2=0x9461ca&amp;border=1" allowFullScreen="true" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" /></object></p>
<p><a href="http://thegeoffsmith.com/"><img class="alignright size-large wp-image-2983" title="thegeoffsmith-website" src="http://joebustillos.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/07/thegeoffsmith-website-412x400.jpg" alt="thegeoffsmith-website" width="412" height="400" border="1" hspace="4" vspace="4" /></a>The next role model, <a href="http://thegeoffsmith.com/" target="_blank"><strong>Geoff Smith</strong></a>, is a Nashville musician who splits his time performing in a piano bar that partly owns, running a <a href="http://www.ringtonefeeder.com/" target="_blank">successful musical ringtone business</a> (using a free/plus-premium model), writing jingles and doing live-video-streaming concerts with and for his friends, most notibly <a href="http://www.geekbrief.tv/" target="_blank"><strong>Cali Lewis from Geek Brief TV</strong></a>. The first time I saw Smith was one night during the holiday season a couple years ago. He&#8217;d turned on his web-cam and was streaming live-video from his living room, sitting at the piano taking requests from the chatroom that was attached to the live stream. He spent the whole evening playing Christmas songs mixed in with a little Beatles and other pop-tunes, bouncing between his piano to acoustic guitar. His talent was obvious and his enthusiasm and playfulness made for a very fun night watching this stranger from across the country while I worked on whatever project I was working on at the time. Not too surprisingly, Smith&#8217;s website conveys a lot more personality right away, but it&#8217;s also very user-friendly and transparent for the fans. In an email correspondence I asked Smith a bit about the blogging platform he was using, because I recognized the WordPress theme as being related to the one that I&#8217;ve been using for the past few years (Revolution, which became <a href="http://www.studiopress.com/" target="_blank"><strong>StudioPress by Brian Gardener</strong></a>). Smith confessed that he didn&#8217;t know too much about the inner workings of the blog because he has a friend doing that part of the business.</p>
<p>Like Coulton before him, Smith connected himself to many of the A-List podcasters, offering his services as a jingle writer and performer. He also offered his fans something a little different from Coulton&#8217;s free-to-buy method. Smith recorded a CD, <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Ones-0s-Geoff-Smith/dp/B001DGSDQS%3FSubscriptionId%3D0PZ7TM66EXQCXFVTMTR2%26tag%3Dadriaantijsse-20%26linkCode%3Dxm2%26camp%3D2025%26creative%3D165953%26creativeASIN%3DB001DGSDQS" target="_blank"><strong>Ones and 0s</strong></a>, and if you bought it directly from his website you&#8217;d get a bonus track subscription which entitles you to download new songs/videos that he updates on an ongoing basis. He recently released the 21st upgrade track from the CD. Buzz, community, relationship and using online/new technology to connect with the community/fans.</p>
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<h2>neva-music.com version one</h2>
<div id="attachment_2985" class="wp-caption alignnone" style="width: 605px"><a href="http://neva-music.com"><img class="size-full wp-image-2985" title="neva-music-v1" src="http://joebustillos.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/07/neva-music-v1.jpg" alt="neva-music.com version 1 by joe bustillos" width="595" height="449" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">neva-music.com version 1 by joe bustillos</p></div>
<p>The website is important, but as we learned from the two examples cited above, it&#8217;s completely meaningless without the willingness of the artist to be available to the community and fans in a way that was never realized (or really possible) in the pre-Internet world. MySpace, Facebook, Twitter, Ustream, Stickam, these are all tools to connect artist with community/audience. Getting past the fad-ish attention these technologies are getting from the general media, these tools can revolutionize relationships for those willing to let them into their lives. Transparency, genuineness, vulnerability, real-ness.</p>
<p>A couple things were paramount in my mind as I was putting the website together: 1) promote the brand, 2) make the  CD easy to get, 3) make the calendar/gig schedule easy to find, 4) make the website very visual. As I noted above, Neva&#8217;s MySpace and Facebook pages were none of these things. The best part of the MySpace page was that her music started to play as soon as you landed on the site, there was usually a giant poster about her next gig or schedule of gigs for the month dominating the page and way below everything else fans could make comments. But visually it was chaotic and her name didn&#8217;t stand out all that much. It looked like everyone else&#8217;s page.</p>
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<li>So I put her name and image way up front (more in #4).</li>
<li>More could be done to promote the CD and make purchasing it more obvious. I found a &#8220;discography&#8221; widget that was made to list the CD and  the singles with links built in to sell the CD and singles. She just has the link to sell <a href="http://www.digstation.com/ArtistAlbums.aspx?artistname=NEVA" target="_blank">the whole CD</a>, It&#8217;s a work in progress. I love how Geoff Smith has icons on the footer of his page connected to all of his products/projects, and these icons are persistent across all of the pages of his blog.</li>
<li>I wanted to put some kind of calendar on the front page that was click-able to info about where and when she&#8217;d be doing her next gig. I found a widget that did the gig thing in a list form. It&#8217;s a lot more clear than the MySpace version, with click-able links to venue information and maps. But having a calendar would have been visually more involving. I created a calendar using Google Calendar that I could embed in her website, but didn&#8217;t get it working the way I wanted.</li>
<li>Besides being a talented writer and performer Neva is very easy on the eyes and WordPress template(s) I&#8217;ve been using have become more and more visual. Color, image, feeling, I prefer this version of a promotional website to what she previously had on MySpace and Facebook.</li>
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<p>So, this is still version one. Supporting community/fan communication is essential and this model only allows for comments to individual posts. The other thing is that i don&#8217;t know how much or if Neva is going to want to do individual update (e.g., blog entries). Additionally, I&#8217;m considering an experiment using the SquareSpace online publishing/blogging platform because it takes the layout/visual webpage/website design up a whole level. It has the design sense of iWeb without the irritating template limitations.</p>
<h2>Big Picture: Facilitating Community</h2>
<p><object width="400" height="300" classid="clsid:d27cdb6e-ae6d-11cf-96b8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="flashvars" value="offsite=true&amp;lang=en-us&amp;page_show_url=%2Fphotos%2Fjoebustillos%2Fsets%2F72157603250930056%2Fshow%2F&amp;page_show_back_url=%2Fphotos%2Fjoebustillos%2Fsets%2F72157603250930056%2F&amp;set_id=72157603250930056&amp;jump_to=" /><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true" /><param name="src" value="http://www.flickr.com/apps/slideshow/show.swf?v=71649" /><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true" /><param name="border" value="1" /><embed width="400" height="300" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://www.flickr.com/apps/slideshow/show.swf?v=71649" flashvars="offsite=true&amp;lang=en-us&amp;page_show_url=%2Fphotos%2Fjoebustillos%2Fsets%2F72157603250930056%2Fshow%2F&amp;page_show_back_url=%2Fphotos%2Fjoebustillos%2Fsets%2F72157603250930056%2F&amp;set_id=72157603250930056&amp;jump_to=" allowFullScreen="true" allowfullscreen="true" border="1" /></object>As the technology/Internet coach, I see my part of this as the one to find a way for Neva to comfortably interact with her community using the these tools. She knows her audience. She knows the people she wants to work with, on the music end of things. My part is to help her get started using these tools to communicate her beautiful voice to an Internet audience. jbb</p>
<p><strong>Sources:</strong></p>
<p>Image: Neva in an Alley, <a href="http://www.myspace.com/nevamusic" target="_blank">http://www.myspace.com/nevamusic</a></p>
<p>Image: screen-grab by Joe Bustillos, <a href="http://www.myspace.com/nevamusic" target="_blank">Neva&#8217;s MySpace</a>, retrieved on 7/27/2009</p>
<p>Image: screen-grab by Joe Bustillos, <a href="http://JonathanCoulton.com" target="_blank">JonathanCoulton.com</a>, retrieved on 7/27/2009</p>
<p>YouTube Video: <em>When You Go</em> by Jonathan Coulton, <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HPBsSlYYezc&amp;feature=player_embedded" target="_blank">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HPBsSlYYezc&amp;feature=player_embedded</a>, retrieved on 7/27/2009</p>
<p>Image: screen-grab by Joe Bustillos, <a href="http://thegeoffsmith.com/" target="_blank">theGeoffSmith.com</a>, retrieved on 7/27/2009</p>
<p>YouTube: <em>I&#8217;m a Twit </em>by Geoff Smith, <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3biEam1_GgY&amp;feature=player_embedded" target="_blank">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3biEam1_GgY&amp;feature=player_embedded</a>, retrieved on 7/27/2009</p>
<p>Image: screen-grab by Joe Bustillos, <a href="http://neva-music.com" target="_blank">neva-music.com</a>, retrieved on 7/28/2009</p>
<p>Image/slideshow: nevamusic @ Taco Beach by Joe Bustillos, <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/joebustillos/sets/72157603250930056/" target="_blank">http://www.flickr.com/photos/joebustillos/sets/72157603250930056/</a>, retrieved on 7/28/2009</p>
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<p>Part of my course at Full Sail is about media issues, you know, stuff like Copyright, Fair Use and Creative Commons. The &#8220;M&#8221; in our program title (EMDT) is Media and my students, who are in their ninth month of a year long Masters degree program, are expected to stare down this huge subject and come up with a reasonable approach to something that I tell them occupies the life&#8217;s work of an army of lawyers, policymakers and troublemakers. As I lay down guiding principles to understanding the moving target that is Copyright/Fair Use/Creative Commons the discussions tend to be quite lively and informative for all participants. One thing that I&#8217;ve never fully appreciated is how difficult and expensive it can be for teachers who want to follow copyright law who teach band, or theater or any of the other arts.</p>
<p>One teacher wrote in her class blog:<br />
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<blockquote><p>Seriously, the whole copyrighting thing&#8230;.I get it. I understand why things are copyrighted. I just think it gets taken to an extreme and so many people suffer from it. I&#8217;m sorry, but this recording: <em>(insert, mp3 of me playing Beethoven&#8217;s 5th Symphony with one hand on the piano but I couldn&#8217;t get to work properly)</em> just doesn&#8217;t cut it when I&#8217;m teaching my kids about Beethoven. I know I am guilty of a lot of music copyrighting issues. I have gotten a lot better about it since I began teaching (that also comes with the experience and learning more and more about copyrighting). Music teachers have it tough &#8211; we aren&#8217;t allowed to photocopy music. No matter that it costs an average of $2-$5 per student copy (multiply by 25 students and you&#8217;re talking $50-$100 for ONE song). It&#8217;s simply unrealistic to think that any school can afford 10-15 songs PER CONCERT. I end up using a lot of the textbook series songs, which in it&#8217;s own right is probably not allowed either because it&#8217;s being performed live (but not broadcast). And of course, when you&#8217;re teaching the classics and the composers who wrote them, and they are not all in the series, you bring in your own music. How can a music teacher teach music without playing music?!??!? <em>- &#8220;Alison Van&#8221;</em></p></blockquote>
<p>Understanding the overwhelming power of motivated students (especially those under the age of 17), my first thought was that we needed to harness their creativity to come up with the music and art that we needed in the classroom to teach those just beginning to learn their craft. Then another student reminded me the role copying has always had in inspiring beginning artists. Oh yeah&#8230;</p>
<blockquote><p>I think everyone uses something they’ve seen, heard, or read in a book or movie as inspiration. Using sports as an example, every kid with a basketball tries to imitate Michael Jordan’s moves on the court&#8230; Jenkins (Convergence Culture, 2008) makes this correlation with fledgling writers. By imitating or using the J.K. Rowling’s books as a starting point beginning writers understand good structure, character development, and how to tell a story. By using Jordan’s moves you understand how to attack the rim, how to play tenacious defense, and how to find openings. In both cases you aren’t trying to invent the wheel just make it better. Jenkins cites the fact that using someone else’s characters gives writers distance and takes the pressure off of drawing from one’s own experiences. <em>- Jay Hom</em></p></blockquote>
<p>This got me thinking. Clearly something is really messed up here. I mean, when it comes to students learning how to write and posting things in an educational or non-profit environment it&#8217;s pretty clear that there should be a special license for this, recognizing that beginning writers/artists always begin by copying the masters who came before them. From before the beginning of recorded history, persons wanting to learn a craft became apprentices in the service of a master, and what was their first job? Generally they spent years copying the works of the master until they proved themselves to be creative and skilled enough to be permitted to work on their own works. No one starts from scratch. This is where the media business and commerce has failed to recognize how humans, by nature, do things. Where would today&#8217;s artists be if it weren&#8217;t for an art teacher, a music teacher, a drama teacher or an English teacher? Even if the teacher&#8217;s influence was negative, inspiring the young artist to prove them wrong, the inspiration brought them that much closer to their dream. And who did the artists copy when they were learning how to draw, to play an instrument, to write, to imagine?</p>
<p>Let me put it this way, there&#8217;s something wrong in requiring the teacher to pay the student. In educational/non-profit situations teachers should have a special license to use the copyrighted works that they need to use in order to train the next generation of artists. This license should either be free or extremely inexpensive and any payment should be made directly to the composer/artist/writer and not to a publishing house or agency. If this seems to unreasonable to the media industry let&#8217;s use the same tactic used by the industry and begin by assuming that behind every artist, agency or media business was an educator and/or educational institution that got the artist, agency or business started. And so for every media property licensed, every paycheck generated from a piece of media, every negotiation related to any piece of art, music, literature, videos, any creative work, 10 percent of the gross must be paid to the educational institution or educator(s) who had a hand in beginning and/or nurturing the artist&#8217;s career. And given the media industry&#8217;s proven track record for creative accounting, artists/agencies/businesses unable to do the math will have a minimum of 10 percent deducted from their pre-tax gross income. This seems fair given the number of years educators and educational institutions devote to developing these artists. Or maybe a special educational use license (something like the creative commons license) could be employed. Either way, the business of taxing teachers and educational institutions in the business of producing the next generation of artists is just another example of how out of control and greedy the industry is willing to be. Getting back to my first notion, there is a lot of talent in the high school and college music programs that should be harnessed to create &#8220;Creative Commons&#8221; pieces that could be freely used in educational teaching and performances and the whole educational system should turn their backs on an industry that forgets that their &#8220;artists&#8221; first learned their love of their craft via the efforts of an underpaid classroom teacher.</p>
<p>In a blog that featured the opening video of PS22&#8242;s chorus singing the Fleetwood Mac song &#8220;Landslide&#8221; there were a few comments about what a beautiful performance it was but how pissed the RIAA was going to be. The blogger wrote, &#8220;Just got word from Stevie Nicks&#8217; tour manager that she was completely blown away by the PS22 Chorus rendition of her song “Landslide!” He said she asked him to replay two times afterward, crying each time she watched! Talk about humbling!! And the kicker?? She invited the PS22 Chorus to sing the song at Madison Square Garden for the upcoming June 11th Fleetwood Mac show!! Holy cow!!!&#8221;</p>
<p>It&#8217;s been my experience that when the artist, the actual person responsible for the creative work, is brought into the picture they recognize the power of hearing or seeing their work re-imaged by the generation of artists coming up. And in the age of the Internet and email we educators are only one contact away from securing the releases that respect copyright while supporting the need to train and teach the next generation of artists. When Neil Finn, Crowded House lead singer, heard PS22 perform one of his tunes he said that it was &#8220;the most hopeful sound on earth.&#8221; Amen, Neil.</p>
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<p>Crowded House &amp; PS22 Chorus PRIVATE UNIVERSE live!<br />
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<p>Sources:<br />
* &#8220;Why Publish Student Work on the Web: PS22 Chorus Perform &#8216;Landslide&#8217; by Fleetwood Mac&#8221; on Open Thinking blog at <a href="http://educationaltechnology.ca/couros/1603" target="_blank">http://educationaltechnology.ca/couros/1603</a>, retrieved 5/29/2009<br />
* <a href="http://alisonvan.blogspot.com/2009/03/week-3-wimba-session-2-for-real.html" target="_blank">http://alisonvan.blogspot.com/2009/03/week-3-wimba-session-2-for-real.html</a> retrieved 3/29/2009<br />
* <a href="http://web.me.com/jayhom/MAC/Jay_Hom_Blog/Entries/2009/4/19_Week_2_-_Chapter_5_-_Fan_Inspiration.html#" target="_blank">http://web.me.com/jayhom/MAC/Jay_Hom_Blog/Entries/2009/4/19_Week_2_-_Chapter_5_-_Fan_Inspiration.html#</a> retrieved 4/21/2009<br />
* <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/32912172@N00/3240099122/in/set-72157608250741007/" target="_blank">&#8220;Augusta Savage, artist &#8211; 1930s film&#8221; (video)</a> posted by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/people/32912172@N00/" target="_blank">Bob Bobster</a> at <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/32912172@N00/3240099122/in/set-72157608250741007/" target="_blank">http://www.flickr.com/photos/32912172@N00/3240099122/in/set-72157608250741007/</a> retrieved on 5/30/2009<br />
* PS22 Chorus PRIVATE UNIVERSE opening for CROWDED HOUSE at <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f5-FViUB490" target="_blank">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f5-FViUB490</a> retrieved on 5/30/2009<br />
* Crowded House &amp; PS22 Chorus PRIVATE UNIVERSE live! at <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yQniDM38450" target="_blank">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yQniDM38450</a> retrieved on 5/30/2009</p>
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		<title>Mother of All Funk Chords &#8211; Kutiman YouTube Remix</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 11 Mar 2009 23:44:39 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I know something is up when I get a link to the same artist from several completely different sources in one day. Earlier today fellow web-voyager, Linda, sent me a link with the subject line: &#8220;Interesting music videos.&#8221; Ah, understatement. I loaded the video off of the artists&#8217; site and thought something was wrong &#8217;cause &#8230;]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>I know something is up when I get a link to the same artist from several completely different sources in one day. Earlier today fellow web-voyager, Linda, sent me a link with the subject line: &#8220;Interesting music videos.&#8221; Ah, understatement. I loaded the video off of the <a href="http://thru-you.com/#" target="_blank">artists&#8217; site</a> and thought something was wrong &#8217;cause it looked like YouTube but wasn&#8217;t. Than this afternoon said artist, Kutiman, was featured on <a href="http://www.cnet.com/8301-11455_1-10193925-10.html" target="_blank">CNET&#8217;s Buzz Out Loud podcast</a>, after the crew saw this video posted in <a href="http://www.jonathancoulton.com/2009/03/11/kutiman-mixes-youtube/" target="_blank">Jonathan Coulton&#8217;s blog</a>. <em>&#8220;What you are about to see,&#8221; </em>says Kutiman on the <a href="http://thru-you.com/#" target="_blank">ThruYou</a> website, <em>&#8220;is a mix of unrelated YouTube videos/clips edited together to create ThruYou. In other worlds &#8211; what you see is what you hear.</em></strong><br />
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<p><strong>According to Coulton, Kutiman is an Israel musician who takes bits and pieces of unrelated musical instruction and amateur performance videos from YouTube and creates something really amazing. Here&#8217;s Kutiman explaining how he does it, followed by one of my favorites from his collection:</strong><br />
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<p><strong>One of my favorites &#8211; <a href="http://thru-you.com/#/videos/6/" target="_blank"><em>Wait for Me</em></a>:</strong><br />
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<p><strong>Coulton concludes, <em>&#8220;So amazing, so illegal. What are we going to do with you, future?&#8221; </em>I agree, copyright is so broken and it&#8217;s up to us, those who create and those who enjoy these creative works, to leave the old models and make a new future where the <em>Creatives</em> are compensated and all of us can freely enjoy the works of their labor.</strong><br/><br />
<strong>UPDATE:</strong></p>
<p><strong>So, since posting this blog entry, Kutiman pulled his videos from YouTube. Damn. The videos are still available at his site:</p>
<p><a href="http://thru-you.com/" target="_blank">http://thru-you.com/</a></p>
<p>Go there and enjoy. jbb</strong></p>
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		<title>Nephew Dan w/ Decrepit Birth on Tour</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 01 Mar 2009 17:13:14 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I was bitching last week about feeling like the only one I knew using the &#8216;Net to connect with family, so my sister surprised me this morning with this amazing photo of my nephew, Danny, on stage playing with his band. It&#8217;s a friggin&#8217; awesome photo. Now that&#8217;s what I&#8217;m talking about, as far as &#8230;]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/yankee-in-texas/3020031933/" target="_blank"><img src="http://joebustillos.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/03/3020031933_94c55bd56c.jpg" alt="" title="Dan Egger w/ Decrepit Birth - photo by Yankee in Texas" width="400" align="left" vspace="4" hspace="4" border="1" class="size-full wp-image-2014" /></a><strong>I was bitching last week about feeling like the only one I knew using the &#8216;Net to connect with family, so my sister surprised me this morning with this amazing photo of my nephew, Danny, on stage playing with his band. It&#8217;s a friggin&#8217; awesome photo. Now that&#8217;s what I&#8217;m talking about, as far as using the web to share stuff. Kat &#038; flickr (&#038; Danny) FTW! jbb</strong></p>
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		<title>One of these Days is Finally Here Today!</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 11 Feb 2009 18:16:18 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m so happy that my friend, Neva, has finished her CD, One of these Days, and now my other friends can enjoy a little taste of what I&#8217;ve been enjoying from NevaMusic! I say a little taste because the CD&#8217;s six tracks are closer to being an EP than full length CD. I guess the &#8230;]]></description>
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<p>I&#8217;m so happy that my friend, <a href="http://www.myspace.com/nevamusic" target="_blank"><strong>Neva</strong></a>, has finished her CD, <a href="http://www.digstation.com/ArtistAlbums.aspx?artistname=NEVA" target="_blank"><strong>One of these Days</strong></a>, and now my other friends can enjoy a little taste of what I&#8217;ve been enjoying from NevaMusic! I say a little taste because the CD&#8217;s six tracks are closer to being an EP than full length CD. I guess the adage, &#8220;Leave &#8216;em wanting more,&#8221; definitely applies here. Whether you&#8217;ve seen Neva&#8217;s amazing solo-acoustic shows or caught her in a rare &#8220;band gig&#8221; the CD captures all of the energy, emotion and personality of this genuine, talented artist. Add to that all of the harmonies and powerful percussion that you may have been hearing in your own head during all of the solo gigs are there. <a href="http://joebustillos.com/2008/05/04/neva-rocks-taco-beach-video/" target="_blank">As I&#8217;ve written before</a>, I wasn’t living in Long Beach when Melissa Etheridge made her breakthrough playing locally, but every time I hear Neva&#8217;s songs I think I’m seeing the beginning of the same thing. I look forward hearing her next recordings and watch her popularity cut through the crap the labels and Reality TV tries to sell us. Neva is the real thing.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.digstation.com/ArtistAlbums.aspx?artistname=NEVA" target="_blank"><img src="http://www.digstation.com/images/LinkLogo2.gif" hspace="4" vspace="4" border="1" align="left"></a> <strong>&#8220;Seven&#8221; by Neva from her &#8220;<a href="http://www.digstation.com/ArtistAlbums.aspx?artistname=NEVA" target="_blank">One of These Days</a>&#8221; CD</strong><br/><br />
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<br/><strong>Too Raw: <em>&#8220;All along down this dusty road, tell me what difference do we make?!&#8221;</em></strong></p>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 17 Dec 2008 19:39:23 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[It&#8217;s been a bit of a rough day today. Following confirming the announcement of Apple&#8217;s pullout of Macworld expo, I needed something to lift my spirits. Fortunately for me I had a link to the following video waiting for me, courtesy FS coworker Linda. Besides sharing several ideas also shared in his TED video and &#8230;]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It&#8217;s been a bit of a rough day today. Following confirming the announcement of <a href="http://joebustillos.com/2008/12/16/no-steve-keynote-this-year-no-apple-next-year/" target="_blank">Apple&#8217;s pullout of Macworld expo</a>, I needed something to lift my spirits. Fortunately for me I had a link to the following video waiting for me, courtesy FS coworker Linda. Besides sharing several ideas also shared in his <a href="http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/benjamin_zander_on_music_and_passion.html" target="_blank">TED video</a> and book, <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Art-Possibility-Transforming-Professional-Personal/dp/0875847706%3FSubscriptionId%3D0PZ7TM66EXQCXFVTMTR2%26tag%3Dadriaantijsse-20%26linkCode%3Dxm2%26camp%3D2025%26creative%3D165953%26creativeASIN%3D0875847706" target="_blank">the Art of Possibility</a>, we get an inspiring look at how Zander takes a technically proficient high school cellist and coaches him to dig much deeper to express a deeper beauty in the piece he played. One can never underestimate how important it is to move beyond technical proficiency and plug into the shared realm of potential. I fight the tears when I&#8217;m touched by that. [ed. note: video no longer available... damn Internet. Replaced with TED video]&#8230;</p>
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<p>While in spirit to inspire&#8230; here&#8217;s a video that seems to start out as a simple street musician playing, &#8220;Stand by Me&#8221; and turns into something that combines the voices and talents of many musicians spread across to the whole world sharing a message of hope and connectedness. enjoy. jbb</p>
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		<title>Can I Be Your Lover</title>
		<link>http://josephbustillos.com/2008/08/31/can-i-be-your-lover/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 01 Sep 2008 02:53:25 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[You can hear the rumble of the crowd and at first the stage seems a bit empty with her standing solo on acoustic guitar. But she charges through with such power and honesty&#8230; I miss the girl&#8230;]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>You can hear the rumble of the crowd and at first the stage seems a bit empty with her standing solo on acoustic guitar. But she charges through with such power and honesty&#8230; I miss the girl&#8230;</strong></p>
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		<title>Where Did the Idealism Fail?</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 16 Aug 2008 21:31:18 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve been watching the Olympics over the past week and I&#8217;ve been &#8220;feeling the love,&#8221; global style. Funny thing is when the NBC AM news shows do their profiles from China they tend to talk about China as if they&#8217;ve just discovered something new. Anyway, all of this positive vibe made me think about global &#8230;]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>I&#8217;ve been watching the Olympics over the past week and I&#8217;ve been &#8220;feeling the love,&#8221; global style.</strong> Funny thing is when the NBC AM news shows do their profiles from China they tend to talk about China as if they&#8217;ve just discovered something new. Anyway, all of this positive vibe made me think about global good vibes from previous generations (stumbling across <a href="http://cheblogue.tumblr.com/" target="_blank">teddyhoughton&#8217;s blog</a> also helped a lot, thanks). <strong>After watching the following video I was left to wonder, where did all of this 60s/70s idealism fail? jbb</strong></p>
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		<title>Experimenting with Second Life in Education</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 07 Aug 2008 01:19:31 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Just &#8220;went&#8221; to a &#8220;screening&#8221; in Second Life of video projects created by Full Sail students. I&#8217;m intrigued by the idea of hanging around and chatting with friends and students in the virtual space and amused at how one of my my WoW loving coworkers belittles the experience. This was the first time I&#8217;d been &#8230;]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Just &#8220;went&#8221; to a &#8220;screening&#8221; in <a href="http://secondlife.com/" target="_blank">Second Life</a> of video projects created by Full Sail students. I&#8217;m intrigued by the idea of hanging around and chatting with friends and students in the virtual space and amused at how one of my my WoW loving coworkers belittles the experience. This was the first time I&#8217;d been in Second Life since briefly experimenting with it early in my Pepperdine doctoral program over three years ago. While it was less clunky than I remember it being, it was still a bit of a challenge just maneuvering around the theater where the presentation was taking place. I forgot the command sequence so that my avatar could just sit down. Not to belittle all the effort that the students and Dr. Repp put into the presentation, there were still a number of technical difficulties, such as being able to have all of us experiencing the videos in the same way (we had to &#8220;run&#8221; the videos on our computers versus Dr. Repp pressing a button) and that kind of undermined the &#8220;shared experience&#8221; part of the presentation.</p>
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<p>I have no doubt that, if Second Life continues, it will get better year after year. I remember about two years ago a lot of companies and agencies were going to Second Life because many of them saw it as the next generation communication portal that would be much more natural than a webpage. Podcasters like <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cali_Lewis" target="_blank">Cali Lewis</a>, from <a href="http://www.geekbrief.tv/" target="_blank">Geekbrief</a>, and <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adam_curry" target="_blank">Adam Curry</a> saw it as a great way to meet-up with fans and supporters. And a few bands put on <a href="http://blogs.guardian.co.uk/music/2007/09/second_life.html" target="_blank">virtual concerts</a> (I never did find out if the bands played &#8220;live&#8221; and then pumped the sound to SL or just let their avatars gyrate to recordings and passed it off as a &#8220;concert&#8221;). But after a while activity seemed to drop off because companies, agencies and rock stars soon learned that things didn&#8217;t really work well with more than 20 people/avatars in a room. SL may have had millions of users and 100s of thousands visiting monthly, but it wasn&#8217;t able to accommodate very many avatars when they gathered together in the same room. The reality was that even virtual space has limitation based on the &#8220;horsepower&#8221; of the end users computers, the bandwidth of the Internet connection at the users&#8217; end and at the server end, and the computing power at the server end to generate and distribute a virtual world across the network. But given the technology hurdles that one has to overcome just to make it work, I still think that SL is an interesting experiment, a good place to introduce students to virtual worlds and virtual world creation, but not someplace to really conduct class. One thing that came out of early SL experiments is that video podcasters like <a href="http://www.calilive.tv/" target="_blank">Cali Lewis</a> and <a href="http://www.ustream.tv/channel/chris-pirillo-live" target="_blank">Chris Pirillo</a> have gone to &#8220;live&#8221; video streaming services like <a href="http://www.ustream.tv/" target="_blank">U-stream</a> and <a href="http://www.stickam.com/" target="_blank">Stickam</a>, that allows them to communicate with their fans and community in real time and in some cases have video or chat dialogue. So they accomplish the need/desire to connect with their community without having to learn how to teach a damn avatar how to sit down. jbb</p>
<p><a href="http://click.linksynergy.com/fs-bin/stat?id=kJv0ixLlJEc&#038;offerid=146261&#038;type=3&#038;subid=0&#038;tmpid=1826&#038;RD_PARM1=http%253A%252F%252Fphobos.apple.com%252FWebObjects%252FMZStore.woa%252Fwa%252FviewAlbum%253Fi%253D164362537%2526id%253D164362427%2526s%253D143441%2526partnerId%253D30"><img height="15" width="61" alt="Brian Reitzell &amp; Roger J. Manning Jr. - Lost In Translation - Original Motion Picture Soundtrack - On the Subway" src="http://ax.phobos.apple.com.edgesuite.net/images/badgeitunes61x15dark.gif" /></a> <strong>Music:  On the Subway</strong> by <strong>Brian Reitzell &#038; Roger J. Manning Jr.</strong> from the <strong>&#8220;<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Lost-Translation-Original-Soundtrack/dp/B0001I1K32%3FSubscriptionId%3D0PZ7TM66EXQCXFVTMTR2%26tag%3Djbbustillos-20%26linkCode%3Dxm2%26camp%3D2025%26creative%3D165953%26creativeASIN%3DB0001I1K32">Lost in Translation</a>&#8221; soundtrack</strong></p>
<p>Click the following link for a SL in Education video&#8230;</p>
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<p>Second Life in Education: Sarah Robbins, doctoral candidate at the University of Indiana, aka Intelligirl, talks about her experiences using Second Life in her classrooms.</p>
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		<title>Unexpected Alanis Tickets</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 25 Jul 2008 19:40:37 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Did something completely unexpected today. I saw that tickets for a October 21st Alanis Morissette concert were going on sale and in the process of checking out which tickets were available I ended up buying a pair of tickets. Given my horrendous fortunes in the past finding companions to share &#8220;the concert experience&#8221; with one &#8230;]]></description>
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<strong>Did something completely unexpected today. I saw that tickets for a October 21st Alanis Morissette concert were going on sale and in the process of checking out which tickets were available I ended up buying a pair of tickets. Given my horrendous fortunes in the past finding companions to share &#8220;the concert experience&#8221; with one would think that I would permanently swear off such things. Apparently not. When does this penchant for such things go from being optimistic to being just stupid? jbb<strong></strong></strong></p>
<p><strong><strong><a href="http://click.linksynergy.com/fs-bin/stat?id=kJv0ixLlJEc&amp;offerid=146261&amp;type=3&amp;subid=0&amp;tmpid=1826&amp;RD_PARM1=http%253A%252F%252Fphobos.apple.com%252FWebObjects%252FMZStore.woa%252Fwa%252FviewAlbum%253Fi%253D280528270%2526id%253D280528263%2526s%253D143441%2526partnerId%253D30"><img src="http://ax.phobos.apple.com.edgesuite.net/images/badgeitunes61x15dark.gif" alt="Alanis Morissette - Flavors of Entanglement (Deluxe Edition) - Citizen of the Planet" width="61" height="15" /></a> <strong>Citizen of the Planet</strong> from the album &#8220;Flavors of Entanglement (Deluxe Edition)&#8221; by <a href="http://www.google.com/search?q=%22Alanis Morissette%22">Alanis Morissette</a><br />
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		<title>IHP: Conference Recap</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 25 Jul 2006 19:57:21 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[060721-0857 In His Presence conference &#8211; Day Two &#8211; Last Full Day. For the second day I seem to have a bit of a nervous tummy. I think I&#8217;ve got a handle on the breaks and eating patterns, etc., but there&#8217;s a definite anxious anticipation. Last night was so great. The worship leader, Scott Underwood, &#8230;]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>060721-0857<br />
<a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/redirect.html?link_code=ur2&amp;tag=jbbustillos-20&amp;camp=1789&amp;creative=9325&amp;location=/gp/search%3F%26index=music%26keywords=scott%20underwood%26_encoding=UTF8"><img src="http://homepage.mac.com/jbustillos/images/sunderwood.jpg" align="left" border="1" hspace="4" vspace="4" /></a><strong>In His Presence conference &#8211; Day Two &#8211; Last Full Day.</strong> For the second day I seem to have a bit of a nervous tummy. I think I&#8217;ve got a handle on the breaks and eating patterns, etc., but there&#8217;s a definite anxious anticipation.</p>
<p>Last night was so great. The worship leader, <strong><a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/redirect.html?link_code=ur2&amp;tag=jbbustillos-20&amp;camp=1789&amp;creative=9325&amp;location=/gp/search%3F%26index=music%26keywords=scott%20underwood%26_encoding=UTF8">Scott Underwood</a></strong>, had really prepped us to not limit ourselves to &#8220;the words on the screen&#8221; and to venture out and praise God as He spontanous led. I don&#8217;t think I&#8217;d mention this before but in<strong> the morning session there was almost one whole hour of just spontaneous worship. It was so incredible. </strong>The time went by without notice. More later&#8230;.<br />
<span id="more-1630"></span><em>Much later</em>&#8230; so, we&#8217;d spent two days learning how to &#8220;be still&#8221; in our worship and let the Lord use our voices to praise him in a spontaneous fashion and not be tied to the words on the screen. But then <strong>for the final worship session of the conference <a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/redirect.html?link_code=ur2&amp;tag=jbbustillos-20&amp;camp=1789&amp;creative=9325&amp;location=/gp/search%3F%26index=music%26keywords=jeremy%20riddle%26_encoding=UTF8">Jeremy Riddle</a> came on with everything cranked up so loud that &#8230; well, I couldn&#8217;t hear myself enough to be a part of what felt like a rock show. </strong>Believe me, I love my music cranked up and have had to be really careful with the volume of my guitar, etc., but this went way past that and I pretty much spent the whole time battling with a sense of betrayal.</p>
<p><img src="http://joebustillos.com/images/speaker.gif" align="left" border="1" hspace="4" vspace="4" /><strong>Now the church was simultaneously hosting a youth conference, so this session was very much geared for them and not just for those of us who had come to the adult IHP conference. </strong>Thus the music was all about energy and volume and all that. I felt like an old fart. The kids were dancing and singing and having a great time, <strong>which is great, but it wasn&#8217;t at all aligned to what we&#8217;d been learning as far as having the whole body worship God and not just the worship band (or the noisy kids). </strong> Oh well. I shared this with my worship team partner and he said that he had a similar experience at a previous conference when the closing worship session included a fog-machine and all that. I guess no one complained. Onward and upward. It was still a worthwhile conference, but just ended on a note that didn&#8217;t fit what had come before. Funny thing is that I&#8217;ve been going to Sunday evening sessions, usually hosted by Riddle, and he&#8217;s usually all &#8220;atmospheric&#8221; with long open spaces for worship and praise. <strong>I guess I&#8217;ll know what to anticipate next time. JBB</strong></p>
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		<description><![CDATA[Report begun: 08/17/05-16:07 In-n-Out, Long Beach. Late lunch/early dinner Man, I did&#8217;t even sit down before my order was ready. Yikes. I&#8217;m out and about shopping for odds and ends, basically finding an excuse for leaving the apartment after sequestoring myself for the past week or so (w/ one afternoon off on Saturday for my &#8230;]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p style="text-align:right;"><img width="115" height="134" align="right" src="http://joebustillos.com/images/rose.jpg" /><strong>Report begun: 08/17/05-16:07<br />
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<p><strong>In-n-Out, Long Beach. Late lunch/early dinner</strong><br />
Man, I did&#8217;t even sit down before my order was ready. Yikes. I&#8217;m out and about shopping for odds and ends, basically finding an excuse for leaving the apartment after sequestoring myself for the past week or so (w/ one afternoon off on Saturday for my grandbaby&#8217;s baby shower&#8230; sigh). <em>Following the good-bye kiss on the cheek</em> I&#8217;ve spent a lot of time on my website, cleaning up things and updating my <strong><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/jsladder2004/" title="A personal &#038; often non-PC look at Xianity &#038; the Bible in this post-modern age">&#8220;Jacob&#8217;s Ladder&#8221;</a></strong> Blog. I guess it&#8217;s my way of dealing with the end of the relationship by immersing myself in this long-running narrative.</p>
<p><strong>&#8220;When I said, &#8216;I love you&#8217; on my birthday, why didn&#8217;t you respond in kind?&#8221;</strong></p>
<p><strong>&#8220;&#8230; I was afraid.&#8221;</strong></p>
<p>I didn&#8217;t need to ask her what she was afraid of. I already knew that for the past year she didn&#8217;t feel like she could handle her feelings for me or my feelings for her while still living with her husband. So, even though she&#8217;d filed for divorce over a year ago, she had chosen to shut off those feelings and keep her heart closed to me and, in many ways, herself.</p>
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Relationship Autopsy<br />
<img width="300" height="276" align="left" src="http://joebustillos.com/images/relationship_autopsy.jpg" /><em>On Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005, at approximately 20:35 in Anaheim CA this relation was terminated and in the intervening 14-days no effort by either party has been made to resuscitate it.</em></p>
<p><strong>Cause of termination:</strong> <em>Female&#8217;s inability/unwillingness to return and/or receive the love/affection/attention/support offered and/or required by the male.</em> This resulted in the male&#8217;s unwillingness to continue as &#8220;general utility friend.&#8221; Emotional termination resulted in the male as a result to prolonged exposure of profound &#8220;root&#8221; emotional attachment with vague, little or no response from the female coupled with an inconsistent expectation that the male would always be there at a moment&#8217;s notice whenever the female needed a friend to talk to, a shoulder to cry on or a lover to make her feel loved.</p>
<p><strong>The life and death of this relationship might be understood by looking at four phases that it may have gone through:</strong></p>
<p><strong>Phase one: &#8220;Infatuation&#8221;</strong> lasted about ten months beginning with an innocent email correspondence beginning in Feb 2002, escapist friendship/flirtation for the first several months, resulting in an unexpected explosive overwhelming affair.</p>
<p><strong>Phase Two: &#8220;Looking for Help&#8221;</strong> overlaps phase one by a few months after the male broke up with his then-girlfriend (not the female of the relationship under report) (August 2002) and the pressure became either ending the relationship and/or her looking for help to deal w/ the initial reason she had looked outside her marriage for love. She did secure counseling by the end of Aug and her husband began participating/getting his own counseling by the end of October. The male&#8217;s own &#8220;cry for help&#8221; came in Feb. 2003 when, after another seemly terminal set-back of the relationship, he reports having had an epiphany resulting in re-establishing of his identification with his former faith.</p>
<p><strong>Phase Three: &#8220;Longing&#8221;</strong> began in November (5th) 2002 and lasted until approximately September 2004. This phase began after the female and her husband began getting counseling together and the female decided to give the marriage another chance, thus seeming to terminate the relationship. The female told her husband that she was in love with someone else and confessed to the affair. The male threatened to reveal the affair to the children and her family if she did not cease the relationship. She attempted to comply and the husband began essentially around-the-clock surveillance (following her into the bathroom and when she changed clothes, forbidding her from working late hours or weekends, taking away her cell phone or the phone at home, and requiring some verification such as receipts whenever she went shopping). But because of the imprinting the love had on the male and female neither really believed that it was over and after a few weeks the female began to communicate to the male through cryptic cell phone text messages (e.g., &#8220;12,&#8221; which meant &#8220;i love you babe,&#8221; the number of letters if the message were spelled out). This periodic one-way communication went on for a couple months.</p>
<p>Phone communication resumed after Christmas 2002 with the male believing that the female was going to act and end the marriage. Another communication break/relationship crisis occurred in February 2003 when the husband discovered the communication resumption and demanded the female to choose with the threat that <em>if she were to divorce him he&#8217;d demand full custody of their two boys. The pressure was too much and she chose to break communication with the male.</em> This happened three times during this phase, the first being the beginning of this phase in November 2002, second being February 2003, and a third in June 2003. Each time the female was not ready to choose and communication was essentially terminated. Within two to three weeks, however, some message was sent by the female to the male and hope was maintained.</p>
<p><img width="231" height="290" align="left" src="http://joebustillos.com/images/nomail.jpg" /><strong>This phase is called &#8220;Longing&#8221; because the overall theme of the messages was that of future hopes to be together or just to be together at that moment.</strong> When this phase began the female felt completely in the wrong and believed that she needed to do whatever it took to keep the marriage going (even though both she and her husband knew that she no longer loved him and that his form of love to her no longer reached her). The pressure was all the more on the female because she was the sole breadwinner of the family and had been for the past ten years. Over the months she slowly fought back against her husband&#8217;s mental abuse and came to believe that it was right for her to end a dead marriage and filed for divorce June 2004.</p>
<p>But because she wanted to keep the family home she was advised to stay in the home, even after filing for divorce. Her husband told her that he was going to break her and refused to move from the master bedroom, to find his own place or to find gainful employment. Her husband also made it her job to tell the children of her decision to divorce him.</p>
<p><strong>Phase Four: &#8220;Friendship&#8221;</strong> Begun around June 2004 until relationship termination August 3rd, 2005. There had always been some growing tension between the female and male because of the length of time it seemed for anything to move forward with her divorce. This was particularly true around the winter holidays and their respective birthdays when being together was often impossible.</p>
<p>Because the husband refused to move out or to cooperate in any reasonable fashion without causing her some grief, the female felt forced to use all of her emotional energy to maintain the belief that it was right for her to end the marriage and at the same time keep everything as &#8220;normal&#8221; as possible for her two young sons. Consequently she felt unable to receive or return the love of her former lover and chose to relate to him mostly as a needed friend. The male understood this and chose to maintain his role to support her believing that it would only be a matter of time before things would move forward enough for her feel free enough to receive and reciprocate his love.</p>
<p>As the months passed she continued to grow in her immunity towards her soon-to-be ex-husband&#8217;s attempts to upset her or &#8220;break her&#8221; as he had promised to do to her. <img width="128" height="128" align="left" src="http://joebustillos.com/images/agifs/brokenheartguy.gif" /><strong>But while she was growing in her immunity towards her husband she showed no signs of accepting the male into her life in any greater capacity than as the voice on the phone during the last ten-minutes of her commute home.</strong> In fact, as the pressure increased for her in terms of her husband&#8217;s continued failure to cooperate and comply, she communicated even less with the male. Something had changed in their communication.</p>
<p>In phase one and two it had been continuous by phone, text-message, instant message/chat and email. In phase three communication was frequently broken, often for weeks. But the communication of all three phases shared one thing: this communication was continually filled with expressions of love and hope and longing. <strong>In phase four the messages of longing ceased.</strong> The words &#8220;I love you&#8221; continued, for the most part, but they seemed to take on the level of assumption, something taken for granted. It almost felt, to the male, like it was something more familial than the intimacy previously shared between the male and female. Instead of becoming closer to the male, following her filing for divorce, she seemed to be increasingly more distant.</p>
<p>She hinted at the reasons for this change when they had their last conversation. <strong>In phase one and two she was able to give herself completely and without reservation to the male</strong> because her worlds were completely compartmentalized and she maintained the fantasy that they would never be breach. In phase three her worlds were partially breached when she confessed everything to her husband. But his unwillingness to take responsibility for his part and his continued and increased abuse of her vulnerability worked to make her cherish the love she&#8217;d had with the male all the more. In many ways,<strong> her husband&#8217;s actions and reaction confirmed the reality of the love she&#8217;d discovered with the male.</strong> It was harder for her to maintain the balance, but communication tended to be so infrequent that it was somewhat &#8220;doable&#8221; to keep the hope alive even though she knew that her husband knew.</p>
<p>According to the male, the one thing that really changed in phase four, the reason that she chose to not allow herself to even think about the love that had gotten all of this started was the confrontation she had with her children when she had to tell them that she and her husband were going to get divorced. That breach hurt her so much because of how much <strong>it seemed to hurt her two boys that she determined that until the divorce was final she could have &#8220;friends&#8221; in her life, but would not permit herself to feel anything greater than that. </strong>Because her husband continued to pretend that everything was okay in front of their children and that whatever problem there might be was their mother&#8217;s making, she felt pressured to go along and minimize anything to the contrary.</p>
<p>Granted, none of this changed the fact that the female still had a need to feel loved and so, about once every three or four months, she would become more &#8220;accepting&#8221; of the male&#8217;s affection. That hadn&#8217;t really changed over any of the four phases (though there were often stretches of over four months when the male and female wouldn&#8217;t so much as see one another, much less share any real intimacy).</p>
<p>During all of this the life for the male continued to change and pressures in many ways increased with his employment and his decision to earn a doctorate degree. The female was supportive in the sense that she encouraged him to move forward and not &#8220;wait for her&#8221; as far as school or church things were concerned. But then about midway through phase three, just after another missed holiday, the female made it clear to the male that he could not expect her to be there for him because of her struggle with just getting to the filing stage. <img width="96" height="96" align="left" src="http://joebustillos.com/images/agifs/calflip.gif" />He partially accepted this, again believing that it would only be a matter of time. But then a couple of months turned into four and then six months and then more than a year. <strong>So after trying to hold on to hope for one thousand, two hundred and seventy-nine days (over three years) and seeming to get an ever decreasing slice of her time on the phone and even less of her heart, the male determined to confirm his beliefs about her status and if confirmed, to let go of something that was never really his in the first place.</strong></p>
<p style="text-align:right;"><img width="107" height="153" align="right" src="http://joebustillos.com/images/graveside.jpg" /><em>Thus on August 3rd, 2005 this relationship was pronounced dead, though its ghost will no doubt color the thoughts of the male for some time to come. Alas, the body may well be dead but the spirit has an unfortunate tendency to linger whether welcomed or not. Hopefully once 21-days have passed the male will feel &#8230; well, will feel period and then perhaps he&#8217;ll be able to move on from there. </em><strong>JBB</strong> 08/18/05 04:15</p>
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